jobhunting temporarily on hold
Okay, so I just noticed that I haven't updated for a long time, and that is why I'm writing. I have nothing in mind to write about, so I'm just gonna let my fingers do the talking.
Tomorrow I get another chance at something that doesn't happen to most people. If you wanna know what I got myself into, check my multiply. (But then you'd have to be my friend first, so add me if you want to know. That's if I know you. Hahaha.) Anyway, so I get another chance at it. And I really hope I do better.
But then at some point, it kinda makes me feel sad too. I feel like, I'm taking bread from people who are really hungry. On some level, I don't like what I'm doing. But, at the same time, I feel like I deserve this, like I was born to do something like this. You know how some people just know they're born to do something great? Well, I think I found the great thing that I was born to do. It sounds shallow, I know. Even I am cringing at the very sentence that I just typed, but then, it just feels right.
I've always been a general information buff -- you know, I like knowing things. Regardless of whether its about history, geography, pop culture.. anything at all. I'm known to actually just randomly search Wikipedia about the things that pop into my mind. Finally, I have found something where this ability/hobby is useful.
I want more money. That's the selfish, materialistic me talking. But then if you also know me, you'd know that I won't only spend the money on me. I have bigger plans for it, you know. I just hope that I win tomorrow. That's it.
Tomorrow I get another chance at something that doesn't happen to most people. If you wanna know what I got myself into, check my multiply. (But then you'd have to be my friend first, so add me if you want to know. That's if I know you. Hahaha.) Anyway, so I get another chance at it. And I really hope I do better.
But then at some point, it kinda makes me feel sad too. I feel like, I'm taking bread from people who are really hungry. On some level, I don't like what I'm doing. But, at the same time, I feel like I deserve this, like I was born to do something like this. You know how some people just know they're born to do something great? Well, I think I found the great thing that I was born to do. It sounds shallow, I know. Even I am cringing at the very sentence that I just typed, but then, it just feels right.
I've always been a general information buff -- you know, I like knowing things. Regardless of whether its about history, geography, pop culture.. anything at all. I'm known to actually just randomly search Wikipedia about the things that pop into my mind. Finally, I have found something where this ability/hobby is useful.
I want more money. That's the selfish, materialistic me talking. But then if you also know me, you'd know that I won't only spend the money on me. I have bigger plans for it, you know. I just hope that I win tomorrow. That's it.
posted by Leigh Villegas at
2:20 AM
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