Waiting for my rocket to come

I've long been waiting for this. I mean, I've always believed that life is like a circle -- one day you're down, and the next day, you're back up again.

I've been expecting this kind of turn of events, given that I've been having a crappy time lately. But then now, I'm thinking maybe I expected too much, because the happiness I feel right now still doesn't feel enough. Yes, I'm happy. But that's just that. I'm just happy. With all the shit I've been through these past months, I would've thought life would give me something better than this.

Okay, I may not be in the position to complain, but what the hell. I'm complaining. I want something better. But then again, I'm still paranoid about the trade off. When my wheel goes back down again, I hope its not as bad as the last time it was there.